Is this my Sign

I dont even really understand why Im so angry I go over in my mind why I feel angry I feel like I wasted my time I feel like while I struggle to put pieced back that were never fully whole but now its worse then before and they will go on to...

Over and Over

Over and over in my mind I keep thinking what can I do to change my life Depression is never going away but there were times I was happy So how can I find ways to sustain the happiness, get passed and over the bad, and be self suficient But...

So I May Have A Stalker

Cant remember when it started but one day after work I noticed a late text messege It asked is this Mi Mi It was late so I didnt respond I assumed maybe it was a past associate or something and so whatever The next day or maybe a couple of...

OK Day

Today was a nice day For a few hours I pretended to be normal and not think for awhile I had a appoitment to refill my birthcontrol I get there and I was told my appointment was cancelled But she seemed to feel so bad that I had came all...

Part 3 Counseling

So sex It has destroyed everthing As I said I began to see things when we moved in but the biggest thing so far is sex When I lost my sex drive he began to accuse me of cheating Now unfortunatley I am a very literal person So when I...

Part 2 Counseling

So in part 1 of counseling I talked about how she asked me about my dreams Part 2 was about the relationship So for better understanding I have to tell some things The relationship was great at first and when we decided to move in toghether I...

Part 1 Counselor

M.I.A I have been from here. So I'll just go I last left off about being excited to see my counselor I almost didnt go, I was so tired and was just wanting to sleep the day away as I usually do but said no just get up and once you get there...

Not Fair

So I said before alot happened this month First thing was the facebook murder I called a friend on easter to talk and she tells me there is a man on a rampage killing people for no reason She told me the area My first thought was maybe I...

Alot

So much has happened in this last month I dont keep up with writting like I should My counseling I do even at times I dont want to go but I still go I have it today this afternoon and I was thinking about cancelling but I figure just go I...